this is from last night i am a desperately unhappy person,
today i repainted my nails and spent the majority of it in bed except for at therapy and i am on diff meds now than i was and adjusting to them is Not Fun let me tell,u.
i painted my nails this really strange gray-beige-rose marc jacobs color and i really like it i think ill just wear all gray every single day. like can i be high femme if all i do is wear gray oversized shirts and leggings? well. yeah. i can. so there. its coping, you know. im coping, or whatever
idk it’s Zoe Jon snows bday so tonight were goin out to some bar but I’m 12 so I’ll just pray they don’t card me. the pigtails probly don’t help but. ya. I spent like 30 hrs in the mirror doing and redoing my makeup I wish my camera would take a decent picture of it but instead u get this ultra filtered picture so there. I only washed my bangs today and I didn’t condition them. I have terrifying pink Barbie claws. I’m a weird monster covered in pink glitter and wearing all black I hope at age 14 I would have had a crush on myself now