queer as in soooooo sad
i want to be yr goddess - soft/hard/femme anyway i goddamn choose
the truth is that i can come off as cruel or unforgiving or nitpicky or annoying or pretend but in all honesty, i am filled to the brim with too many emotions and i am working on myself. i am not easy to be around all the time and i am not always easy to maintain contact with, i know this about myself. as nikki giovanni said, ‘i am not an easy woman to want’ and i resonate with that so clearly it breaks me apart. but i am honest and trying to live and make an okay world for all people.
this picture is from july. things were different then, but not really.
today is a power-femme day.
in class, reasearching the early role of women in japanese culture in relation to the myth of amaterasu. fascinating stuff!
today is a lousy day.
this is me with wet hair and fuxt up makeup, but oh well.
today is a good body day. i am struggling but i will be ok.
Pauli. Preview of her Senior Portraits I took at Hampshire College in Western MA this weekend.
guys, look at the pretty picture dino took of me. he’s the best!
i decided to play dress up/it was a bad idea
yes. yes. i am so fond of these queers.
- school full of zombies. left at eleven to deal with it alone(ish)
- interview at sam’s. being young sucks. can’t work the counter, might get prep cook jobs
- kaethe is lovely
- dino is lovely
- lydia, frani, lydia, and anna are all lovely
- maybe i’ll work at the green st. cafe
- cos the cute queer remembered me
- planning and logistics
- flo is back in town!
- free bread
- my feet will never recover
queer watching forever!
in guad we trust