my interests are primarily veggies and avoidance so idk

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oh wow I just remembered I’m going to see Avey tare and might eat mushrooms while doing so tonight

upset abt himym tbh and I stopped watching mid season 8

sometimes I think abt unpacking my own feelings abt femininity but then I’m like nah. better leave that tangled mess of exposed electrical wires alone for now

theres no hot water in my apartment…… cool…

just spent like 5 hrs at work talking abt game of thrones with zoe jon snow i wouldnt want it any other way… poor bae has to open tmrw morning, smh @ scheduling

classik neighborhoods cafe tho

dumb baby post-
I don’t wanna do anything or talk to anyone I just wanna sit in my apartment and be sad and play animal crossing and cry to myself abt losing everyone

i cant stop thinking about dragons and i am sleeping in mybed in animal crossing but im just keeping it open because the sound is relaxing. im verY stressed out right now and i feel a little sick. i dont really know what to do. i should have gone out and been with friends but i didnt.  i am trying to write more in my journal. okay i dont know goodbye

sometimes I remember max fondly but mostly I want to rip his throat out

things to do

  • mail my mom hospital bills
  • buy stretcher bars & canvas for tmrw
  • make an appt w counselor
  • make an appt w harvard vanguard
  • 5x7 b&w oil painting on paper
  • some color swatches
  • longwood pharmacy refill
  • find my id
  • do romanesque reading + figure out notes
  • start monoprints
  • paper stencils

basically i just need to make some calls and remember to show up for my appointments.  and look at all the syllabi for my assignments.  it feels overwhelming right now, but it will all be okay.

my boo wrote a 10 minute song about the dog that was sent into space

cant get over that “i saw you spitting on a picasso painting at the moma” missed connection what a truly wonderful & insane world we live in

TRYING TO FIGURE OUT how to deal w this professor

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on an actually serious note,

  • i gotta make some chromatic black oil paintings & read about medieval architecture woop
  • the flowers pip brought me last night are super pretty still
  • i got my hospital bills in the mail today that amount to over one THOusand dollars h ahaha ha h haa ha ha
  • im trying to not vomit and cry because ill figure out the money somehow
  • i got a really sweet note from a sweet person and everything feels like spaghetti sometimes but it’s all gonna be okay
  • neopets just emailed me???
  • i get to sleep next to a lovely person tonight
  • i had a weird crit today but i love that my major’s section is 8 people
  • my doctor left me the kindest voicemail
  • things are okay and also terrifying